a snow day!!!
So we stayed home.
But with the Big Move to The Philippines looming, we could not afford to snuggle and drink hot chocolate. We had to get some work done on this beloved home so we can put her on the market.
|Dad and Lem sand and paint the banister|
|Aaron paints closet doors|
|Francis sands and paints closet trim|
|Ky keeps our busy little Ezekiel occupied and away from the paint, tools, and other dangers while we work|
|Elliana hides out with her computer so as not to attract attention and be given a task . . . ha ha . . .|
And there's nothing like a mess of a house filled with tarps, brushes, drills and boxes to light a fire in my heart for the change that is on the horizon. Kind of how the smell of jet fuel at the airport makes me long to go somewhere, anywhere, even if I'm just there to pick up a friend.
It's all so very real to me today. And I'm filled with the kind of anticipation I feel before we meet one of our children for the first time. His peace is present on what should be an absolutely daunting and terrifying dimly-lit path.
My heart says "bring it on" and my brain says "you have no idea what you're getting into".
And they are both right but my spirit says "trust Him who has already done immeasurably more than all you have asked or imagined". . . and I say "yes".
Maybe I'm living in a fantasy world? The project sending us is not fully funded. I hate to fly. We are living out our last weeks in this country without a church family. My husband has no paying job right now.
There are still a million and one tasks before us and we have just signed a lease on our home in The Philippines. Shouldn't I be afraid? Worrying? Stressing out? Looking with natural eyes and declaring it can not be done? That it's too much work?
To each one of those "negatives" listed above, my Father has already answered and provided!
He is working, even now, on every angle and He who has called is faithful.
Always has been.
Always will be.
And His beautiful word rings truth to my heart and wraps me in the knowledge that what might look disjointed, ill-timed or chaotic to the casual observer is the fulfillment of His plan and purpose in ways that we did not expect.
"His sovereignty rules over all" Psalm 103:19
Words to live by. Words to move by . . .